Saturday, August 13, 2016

Mush...

a heart...
a soft pillow
leaps high and drops
waves and billows

chronic to love
a lie and utopia
glues and molds
destined to hold

at last it folds
to the cold
of a winter breeze

mush....









Friday, December 18, 2015

My child



Nourished my plead
Principles and creed
Heeded all seed
To feed this deed

Nourished my greed
To concede and breed
Delighted a need
For Love to proceed

Nourish my love
our home and our nest
Nourish my child
Nourish my quest

Nourish my lead

my dream and utopia
nourish my strength
Nourish my  Roya

Thursday, July 9, 2015

now


I stand before you once again
with no expectations until the end


temptation  and enticement run this fable
to only which I am sincerely able
release the irrelevant and stupidly ruthless
as what could be as digressive and useless

when you and me are all that there is
when future and past vanishes and gives
when your soul mate and love
is an entity all made up
a dream vision and deception
an adapted interpretation of


when with no expectations we wine and dine
and with only temptations you run my spine
when your sacrinned sweat suits my existence
and bearing and aura controls our persistence
then seconds of joy rush through our minds
then seconds of ecstasy are sweet and kind

when you and me are all that there is
when future and past vanishes an gives
when garbage is out
and 'now' is here
only then... death is dead
and only then ...life is here









Monday, February 2, 2015

sin

heavenly father
forgive me for I have sinned
I am envious of a cold soul
one free as the wind
help me dear farther
I am jealous of indifference
apathy and ego
my heart is my weakness 
guide me dear father
for love is my sickness
conditional...not vested
I beg for forgiveness








Wednesday, January 28, 2015

thump...thump...

black blood flows through my vessels
hard at work to keep me breathing...
inner mind proceeds and wrestles
a life's purpose and new meanings
a heart pumps a billion times
sends food for lungs and each breath
in hopes for an endless love
sets life a step ahead of death

Thursday, January 8, 2015

a touch

to touch me without your "touch"
without hands or fingers as such

to touch me without a kiss
one I yearn for and did miss

to touch me without skin
took me to a place I have been

 to touch me with your words
grand and loud with musical chords

to touch me with your smile
bedazzled my endless while

to touch me with a dream
I wait for...yet it seems

to touch me with your heart
a warm place I miss so much

to touch me without your "touch"
a touch...touch..cling to and clutch







Tuesday, January 6, 2015

"I will not die"

it is your love
that saves me
from my escape
the one you fear

as long as
I have you
for as long as
your love is true
I will remain here
against my own will
I will not die
I will hold still