exhausted

hopes and dreams
of you near
a lifetime for you
to appear
I am tired
tired of trying
to wait for you
and not understanding
I am exhausted
even to let go
tired of lying
of why you don't show

my darling
I have waited
I am deserving
as I have stated
for too long
I have been strong
but wrong
this has to be
for you to hide
indefinitely